Is it normal to feel like a fucking idiot for believing somebody's hearsay?
Is it normal to feel degraded when somebody let you down?
Am I supposed to feign myself in order to make somebody happier than me?
Am I supposed to bite my tongue just to give somebody time and patience in order for that person to recompose self to handle me?
What the hell am I doing here?
Why the hell am I acting like this asinine superficial person?
Who the hell am I? Who is this that somehow plunders my body?!
No. I am not letting this virus manifesting inside me.
I am going to wrangle this down. I am not going to be swayed by a rueful emotion.
Screw this....Screw you, and let's not forget everybody- screw 'em too!